Why I am a Sadist

It is difficult to describe why I am a sadist.  Many would wish to place me in a convenient box to support their own gestalt.  After all, I am a mature man (read “old geezer”) who takes pleasure in applying severe sensation (read “hurting”) consenting women (read “defenseless little girls.”).  I have asked friends …

Exxxotica

Before clicking around on this post, you had best know that the links are VERY NSFW. (I have tried to unlink all that no longer function April 2023) This past weekend, immediately upon my return from Austin, I was invited to present at Exxxotica LA.  For those who do not …

To Be A Gentleman

I am a highly sexual, sadistic, Dominant man.  I am willing and able to engage a consenting, informed, adult partner in extreme forms of sexual activity, and sensation play.  I am willing to engage them in humiliation and embarrassment, I will use insulting descriptions and speak in the foulest of language if …

Spaced

There is a great deal of talk about “sub” space.  It is usually thought of as that floaty place where you just fly away and allow things to happen with nary a care in the world, very much a “High.”  There are reasons for it as described, especially as a …

Violence as Therapy

I have just finished reading Mac McClelland‘s excellent article, “How Violent Sex helped ease my PTSD” and some of the unfortunately unrelenting after effects.   (“Offensive.”, “Shockingly-narcissistic.”, “Intellectually dishonest.”, “a racist and a f**ked up whore.”)  I found her descriptions of the after effects of rape and insights into PTSD and her personal …

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